Thursday, September 02, 2004
Haiz.. hellO.. i thiNK itS bEen 1 and a 1/2 months le bahx.. ?? since i first told her that i like her.. ? izzit ?? i think yes bahx.. ?? Haiz.. i Dont know what to say.. i'm speechless le.. haiz.. HoW i really wish thAt i can have sometime alone... ALONE.. i really mean that.. whY is thIs happeneing to mI ? 1st was Lydia.. Now.. hEr.. Haiz.. ive got nothing to say.. Pls.. anyone reading this.. dont say that you understand how i feel rite now.. dont ever say that to mi.. K ?? nO ONe can Understand What Im goIng through RigHt nOW.. NO ONE.. understand ?? Haiz.. Whatever you say.. k ?? i don care so much le.. I doNt REAlLY CAre.. i cAn only Say that i am very very very disappointed with her.. right now.. ive got no comments about that.. called mi just now.. asked whether im angry.. HEllo.. Whats the use.. ?? whats the use ?? even iF im AngRy.. theres nothing that you can do rite ?? dont Tell mi that you feel guilty bout tHAt.. soRry if Ive used some offensive words over here.. i just need sometime off and bE alONe.. And.. i hope THAt whatever things ive mentioned over here.. Keep It to Yourselves.. do Not discuss iT in SchOOl.. K ?? JUST KEEP IT TO your OwnSelves.. iF iM angry or whatever shit attitude that i give you.... Pls forgive mI.. i just need sometime off and be alone... K ? understand ? Dont ever ask mi why.....
I dreamed @ Thursday, September 02, 2004
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