Sunday, October 17, 2004
Hello.. CryBaby is back... Hmmm... I think.. it has been some days bahx.. ?? since ive come online and blog bahx...?? Tuesday.. Till Now.. Haiz.. Sianz.. Dont know what to do.. Is Life that Meaningless.. ?? is it.. ?? i dont know.. i think.. only your have the answers to it bahx.. ? After Examz.. i think.. it was like some slacking day for mi le bahx.. ? haiz.. Thursday and Fri.. Was like slacking away in the Npcc room.. Chattin with Fellow NCOs and all that.. nothing much really did happened.. oN fri.. after the CME Examz.. mOst of the NCOs were in the NPcc Room discussing about the Urban Hike for the Sec2s the Following Day.. (Urban Hike = Amazing Race) all of us got together.. think of the Clue, Draw it out.... then draw it out... after that.. went to Compass Point With ChinBoon.. hAd mY lunCh ovEr there.. ate Jap food.. hmmm.. After that Meet Up wiTh Guo Hua over at PS.. Nahz.. Me went over to StarHub center.. haha.. had problems settings with the GPRS on my phone.. haha.. Waited over there for more than 30 mins before i was ServEd.. Shit man.. what kind of SERVICE.. Haiz.. what to do.. ?? 14 Counters(if im not wrong..) with only 6 or 7 Customer Service Officers down there.. haiz.. Never mind.. i dont blame them.. as long as i get my GPRS working.. itz fine with mi.. haha... after that.. went down to SunTec.. this time.. GH's Hp got Problem... Went down to Nokia Care Center.. found out the problem le.. there was a virus on the phone.. (ppl using 3650.. BEWARE..) he was the unluck one.. that virus, cause all his photos to disappear together with his ringtones and all that.. well.. after that.. i didnt stayed for too long already.. went home after that.. On sAt.. North Vista Npcc Urban Hike 2004.. haha.. this year.. the uRban hike.. welll.. i must say.. it was abit diffcult lar.. for the others... the location is abit ulu ulu like that.. haha.. (do you think i will get lost in Singapore..??) haha.. 1st stop.. Sun Plaza.. Ending POint, SChool.. well.. this year, they took a very long time to complete it.. compared to last year when i played it.. 9 to almost 6... last year.. it was like only 9 to 3:30.. well.. i also dont know whats the reason behind it.. maybe the location is abit ulu bahx.. ?? thats why.. after reaching back to school.. Had 2 different Debrief.. 1 is for the Sec2s(who are playing it..) the 2nd was for us..(the NCOs involved..) haiz.. dont know if i was hapy about the Urban Hike of Sad.. everyone had a mixed feeling.. some just felt that they are enjoying more than the sec2s Cadets.. What caused this to happened..?? Haiz.. i MYSELF also dont know.. Wanna Know whats becoming mE and Her.. ? Nahz.. Nothing Really Much did Happened lar.. i can only say that.. now i also dont know when was the last time when i last Chatted with her... Few Days.. ?? i forgot le.. Well.. like i say before.. do you think she will give it a damm on Whats happening to mi nOt.. ?? do you think she will.. ?? i dont think so lar... as A friend.. maybe yes lar.. but then... other than friends.. i think she wont care so much de lor.. Trust mi.. this kind of things do happens to people around you.. yap.. alot of things.. your will never know de lor.. just feel that i am drifting away from her.. in a very slow manner.. will the day comes when one fine day when she'll stop talking to me.. will that day come.. ? i really dont know.. Yesterday.. took 101 home.. nahz.. didnt wanna wait for 147.. on the way home.. on the bus.. i was thinking about some things.. like.. WHat will happen to mI and Her after Sec4.. will we continue to be what we are now.. ?? or... to her.. i will be just a history that will be forgotten by her very very soon.. Haiz.. which side do i belongs to ?? WhiCH Side.. ? i really dont know.. haiz.. Am i thinking too much.. ?? AM i?? Some say YES.. while some othe people say NO... very soon.. im reaching the last lap for my secondary School life le.. i really wish that i could turn back time.. i cant bare to leave all my Friends, Juniors and most important of all HEr.. after sec4s means that i wont be able to see her that often anymore.. thats all.. how am i gonna face life... ?? since the past.. could say that ive been through quite alot of things.. thats somthing that i can say.. mY usual quote.. just hope tat people reading this.. do go and do things that you like.. dont regret for things that you could do in the past but not now.. Get it.. ?? Dont EVER REGRET.. just hope that to Her i wont be just a piece of history that is due to be forgotten sooon... thats my wish now.. Haiz.. for that.... i will end todays Post.. CryBaby will be back for more updates...
I dreamed @ Sunday, October 17, 2004
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