Hi guys, Itz Blogging time again.. Haha.. well.. half a week is gone already and i still cant get used to the new lifestyle.. you guys must be wondering... why is it so.. ?
Well.. Since Last week, ou school had started the CRT (Compulsury Revision Timeslot). It was implemented last week to help the Sec4s and Sec5s students have to stay back 1.5Hrs after school every other day.
Monday > Sciences
Tuesday > History / Social Studies
Wednesday > p.Geography
Thursday > Maths
Friday > English
Haiz.. it seems like theres no way to avoid this thing as we had already signed a Contract with our Vice Principle Mr Yong. Haizzz.. It stated that we had to put in 100% committment into our studies. We will never skip any of the lessons, CRT or we will withdrew ourselves from School.. to put it simple, We will Be EXPELLED.. Haizz.. scary rite.. ? no choice.. haizz.. rite now, we have to get home at round 6 or 7 every other day just because of the CRT thingy in MY school..

Recently, been feelin very stress. maybe due to the new CRT that made us like that ? been asking around.. Alot people feel that itz a totally wasting of time only.. we get into the LT, tryin damm hard to listen to what the teacher has to say.. btu in the end.. instead of helping us, the teacher is spending half the time trying to SHUT other Peoples Mouth up.. thats really bad.. Just like today.. i really had the urge to just tick my name, make myself disappear from the LT.. i just cant stand it.. itz simply TOO NOISY.. i would rather the teacher give us some small group study.. whereby the students are free to form any groups, free to choose which place they wanna study.. some people dont like LT, some people dont like AVA room.. haizz... why is this happening ? i really dont know.. must ask them myself bahx.. ? :P..
I dont know whether im just thiking too much or itz really happening.. i just feel that recently, my best friend kinda like treat mi different.. Ermm.. not very good with words but.. i feel that there is like a Distance between us.. every since another friend began to take the same bus.. We didnt really talk that much.. unlike in the past whereby we would talk everything under the sun.. From Secrets to Hobbies to School Work.. blah blah blah.. itz like.. we were the best friend of each other wereby we were so close that people thought that we was together.. but in fact, No.. we was just Friends.. Haizz.. shes like treating me differently.. haizz.. i really got nothing more to say.. im just afraid about this.. Fate had brought the both of us together. BUT.. whill fate do the same thing by breaking our friendship ? I really dont know..
Every since the start of the CRT, the time where i spent with my dear is much more less compared to the past liao.. i really feeling guilty about nt spending too much time with her.. but.. i couldnt help it.. itz like.. im ending school like 5 or 6 every other day while she ends at 1 plus 2 everyday.. i feel that theres like a gap between us now.. dont know why.. Not spending too much time.. ? i also not very sure of that too.. Itz not that i dont want to spare more time.. BUt the thing is.. I cant be able to do soo... Im so tied up with my school work liao.. theres likee... No more Spare time left.. EVEN for my own self.. haizz... i really dont know.. how to handle both of it.. Both my Friendship and my Relationship.. Haizz... think im gonna break don soon.. there will soon be no more smiling, happy-go-lucky Mr_ZhiPing le.. Nt anymore...